"Dear Karen, 
If you're reading this, it means I actually worked up the courage to mail it so good for me. You don’t know me very well, but if you get me started I tend to go on and on about how hard the writing is for me. This is the hardest thing I ever had to write. There no easy way to say this so I’ll just say it, I met someone. It was an accident, I wasn’t looking for it, I wasn’t one the make it was a perfect storm. She said one thing and I said another and the next thing I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life in the middle of that conversation. Now there this feeling in my gut that she might be the one. She completely nuts in a way that makes me smile highly neurotic, a great deal of maintenance acquired. She is you Karen, that’s the good news. The bad news is that I don't know how to be with you right now, and that scares the shit out of me. Because if I am not with you right now I have this feeling we will get lost out there. It’s a big bad world full or twist and turns and people have a way of blinking and missing the moment. The moment that could of changed everything. I don’t know what’s going on with us and I can’t tell you should waste a leap of faith on the likes of me. But damn you smell good, like home and you make excellent coffee that has to count for something. Call me! 
Unfaithfully yours, 
Hank Moody"

finaste klippet i hela californications historia! jag kan inte annat än helt och hållet kapitulera. sexy badass är inte alltid en badass. innerst inne, med karen, är han en underbar man. 

deras förhållande till varandra är komplicerat. just like all the great lovestories.. tänk cathrine och heathcliff i wuthering heights, eller elisabeth taylor och richard burton, eller du och jag. en extremt stark kärlek som alltid finns där men som aldrig riktigt tycks komma till rätta. den tycks aldrig riktigt komma till.. ro.

samtidigt som de inte kan leva utan varandra, så är de inte riktigt kompatibla att leva med varandra heller. och när de inte är med varandra så vill de inget annat än att vara med varandra. när de väl är med varandra så blir de frustrerade och bitska och vill bara ifrån varandra.  

oavsett hur vi är idag, så kommer du alltid att vara den första och enda mannen i hela mitt liv som har talat om mig som "the one". och jag vet att det är fånigt ibland men för mig betyder det mer än du anar. och vissa dagar saknar jag dig så mycket så att jag tror att hjärtat kommer att gå i tusen bitar. ♥

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