I am so blessed to have so many amazing friends. Who care and offer their shoulder to cry on. Who offer me hugs and love to make it through these months when I'm away from my american boy.

I know I haven't been the best of friends lately. I know it may seem like I don't care or like I'm not grateful for everything you all do for me. It's just that.. I'm going through a lot of things right now. A lot of emotions and a lot of sleepless nights where I can't stop crying because I feel lost without him by my side. I know that eventually I'll be back to normal but I need time. I need to heal and to land on my feet again. But until I do.. I'm sorry for my lack of contact. I'm sorry I don't have much to say or ask. I'm sorry that I may come off as rude or unappreciative - I'm everything but that. I love and appreciate all of you and everything you do for me. Just understand that the path I'm walking on right now is very rough and I just need some time.. That's all.

I am deeply touched by all your nice gestures and I love and appreciate every single one of you. All day, every day! Never forget that!

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