oj.. sakta sakta känner jag hur den kommer krypandes bakom mig. den grejen jag har förtränga så länge nu. jag har aldrig varit bra på att säga hejdå. jag brukar vanligtvis bara gråta och gråta och gråta. och inte för att dessa tårar egentligen får mig att må bättre utan det liksom bara.. händer.

den 1 augusti lämnar jag sverige. redan 09.35 lyfter mitt första plan för dagen. det planet tar mig från umeå till stockholm. imorgon ska jag träffa lisa en sista gång. det känns vill jag lova. på lördag kommer linda hit. vet inte om det blir till att säga hejdå just då eller om vi kanske kommer hinna ses en gång till innan den 1a. det känns.. jag lovar. fy sjutton.. limbo-hell.. that's all i can say..

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slowly I can feel it creeping up behind me.. the thing that I've tried to forget for so long. I've never been good in saying goodbye. I usually cry and cry and cry. and not that all these tears makes anything better but they just keep streaming down my face..

august 1, I'm leaving sweden. 9.35 am my first plane takes off and I'll fly from umeå to stockholm. tomorrow I'll meet lisa for the last time before I leave. on saturday, linda is comming over. don't know if we'll say our goodbyes then and there or if we will have another opportunity to meet before i leave. dear god.. this limbo-hell is not a nice feeling!

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