ja, vad säger man..   tiden bara försvinner.. om fem dagar landar jag på JFK. det kittlas i magen bara jag tänker på det. men på samma gång börjar ögonen svida av undanträngda tårar. jag vägrar tänka på det nu. jag vill bara njuta av min sista tid här, ledsen det kan jag vara senare. och jag vet egentligen inte varför jag ska vara ledsen.. jag menar, ingen dör ju! jag flyttar bara till ett annat land men alla mina fina finns ju kvar, eller hur? visst, jag kommer sakna mammas kramar och storebrors kloka råd och mina kompisar och hur kul vi brukar ha men.. jag bär med er och alla våra fina stunder i hjärtat och sen ska jag försöka att göra det bästa av min tid i the empire city liksom.

tog en välbehövd sovmorgon idag och gick upp för kanske.. en timme sen. och senare idag eller ja, kanske ikväll, så kommer linda förbi. vi ska hänga lite och jag ska färga hennes hår. mysigt! jag ser dock inte framemot att andas in den vidriga doften av hårfärg. blä! 

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well.. what do you say when you notice that you only have 5 days left in sweden? time has really just flown away and I can't really understand it. and I feel butterflies when thinking about the facts that I'm gonna land at JFK in only 5 days.. but also my eyes start to hurt from all those suppressed tears I don't allow to come out. I don't even want to think about it.. I wanna enjoy my last time here. I can be sad later.. but on the other hand - why would I be sad? it's not like anyone dies.. I just move to another country but all my loved once are still gonna be here right? sure I will miss mum's hugs and big brother's great advices and all my friends and all the fun we have had but I carry those great moments with me in my heart and I will try to enjoy my time in the empire city as much as I possibly can!

I got out of bed like an hour ago. what can I say.. sometimes a girl just needs her sleep. later today, or maybe more towards the evening, linda will come over and I will dye her hair and afterwards we will just hang.. I can't wait!  

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