har haft en lååång dag idag då energin inte riktigt har varit på topp. känner mig sjukligt utmattad och kan liksom inte riktigt vila ut ordentligt. varje morgon då klockan ringer blir jag ställd - liksom.. varför ringer min klocka nu? 

jag går ju och lägger mig i tid och jag sover bra om nätterna men ändå är jag så sinnessjukt trött när jag vaknar. kanske har jag inte återhämtat mig fullt ut från i helgen? 

idag glömde jag en viktig grej och fick en mindre panikattack här hemma. lugnade ner mig, och hjärnan började fungera. ringde min fina martin och bad honom åka med mig som sällskap och stöd när jag skulle ut och köra på en smockfull new york-väg. allt löste sig i alla fall och martin är helt klart min hjälte idag! vilken fin kille han är, denna martin! vilken tur jag har som har honom 5 minuter bort! tack och lov! nästa gång vi ses ska jag bju han på lite glass och kanske lite kakor med!

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I have had a long day today because my energy level is about -100. I feel exhausted even though I go to bed on time and have a good night sleep every night. but for some reason, every morning when my alarm goes I'm totally clueless as to why it is ringing. maybe I haven't recovered from the weekend yet?

today I forgot an important thing and was freaking out for maybe 10 minutes.. then I calmed down and my brain started working again. called my wonderfull martin and asked him to join me and be my support. and he did - so today he is my hero! what would I do without him? thank god we only live 5 minutes away from each other! the next time we hang out, I will buy him ice cream.. and maybe add some cookies!

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