vilken jävla soppa! vad jag är less på mig själv. jag kommer ta mig fan aldrig bli klok på mig själv. jag kommer bli en gammal surkärring som bara sitter inne och är bitter över livet jag kastade bort eftersom jag tänkte för mycket och agerade för lite. jävla idiot jag är. plain and simple - unboyfriendable. går och lägger mig nu - bitter och cynisk. fyfan för att vara jag idag. jävla piss!

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what a mess. I am so sick of myself. I will live to be a bitter old woman who sits in my house and hate myself because I threw away my life instead of actually living it when I had the chance. I threw it away because I thought too much and didn't live enough. stupid!! plain and simple - unboyfriendable. I will go to bed now - bitter and cynical. it is not a good day to be me today. M E S S!

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