har gått och längtat hela jäkla veckan efter den här dagen.. men det var ju tydligen helt meningslöst att gå och längta efter liksom.. ingenting. 

var ute och träffade mina vänner, åt och hade mysigt. kom hem och hängde upp kläderna som jag skulle ha ikväll och sen in i duschen. när jag kommer ut så blinkar ett sms från honom. jag hoppas på en sak men istället läser att han tydligen måste avboka ikväll för att något annat dök upp. och jag förstår att man är upptagen - speciellt om man bor i new york, men jag kan ändå inte låta bli att känna mig lite nere. jag ville liksom döda saknaden ikväll och bara vara med honom, som vi har planerat i en veckas tid nu. nåja.. shit happends - guess I have to live with it. trevlig lördag!

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I have been waiting for this day for a whole week now but turns out I waited for.. nothing. 

went out with my friends and had lunch. it was nice to see them again. came home and hung up the outfit I was going to wear tonight and went to take a shower. came out and had a message from him on my phone. was kinda hoping to read one thing but instead I got another.. he had to cancel tonight because something else came up - and I understand that a person is busy, especially if you live in new york, but still I can't help feeling a bit down. I just wanted to see him tonight but yeah.. shit happends - guess I have to live with it. enjoy your satuday!

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