är så trött idag! i natt hade jag svårt att somna - antingen var det för varmt eller för kallt. kunde liksom inte bli nöjd. och när jag väl somnar så drömmer jag att jag är gravid. vaknar upp i världens panik och kunde så klart inte somna om sen. har varit vaken sen ca 05.30 tänkte försöka sova lite nu - i alla fall någon timme så jag inte är helt död sen resten av dagen. förhoppningsvis inga fler mardrömmar om graviditet! 

föresten - det är nästan 16ºC idag.. fast regnet öser ner. men jag klagar inte! så länge temperaturen inte sjunker allt för mycket och så länge snön dröjer så är jag lycklig! 

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I am so tired today! had a hard time falling asleep last night. either I was to hot or to cold - just couldn't relax and just sleep. and when I finally managed to fall asleep I had a nightmare that I was pregnant! woke up in panic and couldn't fall asleep again- that was around 05.30 am. thought I could get some sleep now so I don't feel like a zombie for the rest of the day! hopefully I will not have any more nightmares about pregnancy.

by the way - it is almost 60ºF today. and even though the rain is pouring down I'm not complaining! 

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