idag har jag ätit sallad och flingor. inte samtidigt så klart. sallad till lunch, flingor till middag. jag är ashungrig! men jag var inte till gymmet idag så jag känner att jag liksom inte kan trycka i mig hur mycket mat som helst. imorgon missar jag morgongymmet med eftersom jag och martin måste åka till garden city. men ska försöka pallra mig till gymmet på kvällen med noel.

har tusen miljoner tankar i huvudet just nu. hemskt frustrerande! vet inte vad jag ska ta mig till. ibland önskar jag att jag bara kunde sluta tänka - att jag bara kunde koppla bort hjärnan.. i alla fall för en stund. bra att jag just kom hem från starbucks där jag hällde i mig kaffe. jag kommer sova sååå bra i natt, eller ja.. kanske inte ändå. god damn it! 

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today I had salad and cereal, but not at the same time. I had salad for lunch and cereal for dinner - I am starving right now! but I didn't go to the gym today so I don't really feel like I can just eat whatever. tomorrow I'm gonna miss the morning gym because me and martin have to go to garden city, but I will try to go to the gym at night with noel.

I have one million thoughts in my head right now. it is so frustrating! I just wish I could disconnect my brain for a while and just go with the flow. great I just spent a night at starbucks and had a coffee there. I will sleep sooo good tonight.. or myabe not! god damn it!

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