hade min fjärde lektion på actors studio igår. jag verkligen älskar det! men jag måste verkligen börja tro mer på mig själv! jag vet att jag kan men ändå så placerar jag mig själv allra längst ner. 

igår flög vi solo igen. gjorde två olika grejer. första grejen var alldels toppen - ett egoboost liksom. man skulle sätta sig på stolen framför alla men med ryggen mot dem. man skulle ha penna och papper och sen så skulle de andra säga saker om en som man skulle skriva ner. här är min lista:

* troublemaker

* traveler

* bilingual

* good memory

* loves kids

* professional

* makes new friends easily

* international

* social

* pretty

* swedish

* loves to wash her hair

* would be a good mom

* loves animals

* could work for the un

* loves shopping

* loves celebrities

* loves fashion

* peace maker

* easy going

* good friend

* not afraid

* loves reading

* likes a scary movie

* likes to look at trees

* believes in ghosts

* have seen all paranormal activity-movies

* knows herself

* sticks up for the underdog

* well informed

* confident yet insecure

* loves abba

* drives fast

* excited

* got in trouble a lot as a teenager

* great student

* loves starbucks

* mediator in highschool

* curious about the world

* hopeless romantic

* wants to get married one day

* wants to be on a show like modern family

* would rather go out for dinner than cook

den blev så lång. det sas så mycket fint - även om alla saker inte nödvändigtvis är helt korrekta men ah, det är alltså så här mina klasskamrater uppfattar mig. känns bra. 

andra grejen vi skulle göra var att läsa ett manus framför kameran, så klart. det ena var pharmaceutical och det andra var om typ kabeltv. det gick bra och rebecca var nöjd. men återigen påpekade hon att jag måste tro mer på mig själv. att jag är mycket bättre än jag ens kan föreställa mig. jag måste bli bättre på att lyssna och ta åt mig. 

efter min lektion kom noel till stan och jag visade henne min skola och sen gav vi oss ut på new yorks gator. när regnet kom sprang vi in på marshalls och i kassakön så står ingen mindre än ashley greene bakom oss. avslappnad och down to earth. kändes lite coolt faktiskt.

räknar ner timmar tills imorgon då jag äntligen får kramas med mamma och bror igen! jag längtar så det bara sjunger om det! 

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yesterday was my fourth class at actors studi and I just love it. but I really have to start believing in myself more. I know I can do whatever and that I'm not terrible at what I do but I still place myself at the bottom.

yesterday we did two different things. the first thing was really fun and sort of an egoboost. each and every one of us was supposed to sit infront of the class with their back turned to the rest and take notes while the rest of the class said things that they relate to you. here is my list:

* troublemaker

* traveler

* bilingual

* good memory

* loves kids

* professional

* makes new friends easily

* international

* social

* pretty

* swedish

* loves to wash her hair

* would be a good mom

* loves animals

* could work for the un

* loves shopping

* loves celebrities

* loves fashion

* peace maker

* easy going

* good friend

* not afraid

* loves reading

* likes a scary movie

* likes to look at trees

* believes in ghosts

* have seen all paranormal activity-movies

* knows herself

* sticks up for the underdog

* well informed

* confident yet insecure

* loves abba

* drives fast

* excited

* got in trouble a lot as a teenager

* great student

* loves starbucks

* mediator in highschool

* curious about the world

* hopeless romantic

* wants to get married one day

* wants to be on a show like modern family

* would rather go out for dinner than cook

my list was long. and there were so many nice things said about me - even if not all of them were completely true. but this is the way my classmates see me. it feels good to know. 

the other thing was to read a script infront of the camera, of course. one was a pharmaceutical and the other one was about cable tv. I did good and rebecca was satisfied with my performance but again she told me that I have to beileve in myself more. that I am way better than I even imagine myself to be. 

after my class, noel came to the city. I showed her my school and then we went for a walk on the streets of our city, new york. when the rain came pouring down we ran into marshalls. while standing in line for the cash register we notice that ashley greene is standing behind us. it felt a little cool to be honest. 

right now I'm counting the hours. my family is coming tomorrow and words can not even express how excited I am! 

 

Erna

20 februari 2012 22:25

Meeeh åhh varför haffade du inte Pattionson telefon nummer till mig? En dejt till mig? kvinnaaaaaaaaaa

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