igår var jag och min nyfunna vän michaela ut till santa monica pier. vi åkte det berömda hjulet. det var jag och hon och så kanske femtioelva par som bara satt och hånglade. yum.

tiden går lite långsamt just nu. vissa dagar känns som om de vore 48 timmar och inte 24. hjärta och hjärna kan inte komma till ro. vissa nätter ligger jag sömnlös eftersom jag saknar allt och alla så mycket att jag känner fysisk smärta. jag försöker intala mig själv att det kommer att bli bättre med tiden men just nu känner jag mig så utmattad. emotionellt, fysiskt och psykiskt.

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last night me and my new found friend michaela went to the santa monica pier. we went on the ferris wheel. it was the two of us and then about a million couples who were only making out. yum. 

time goes by so slowly right now. some days feel like they would have had 48 hours and not 24. my head and my heart are not at peace at all. some nights I lay sleeples in my bed because I miss everything and everybody so much it hurts. I'm trying to tell myself that it will get better in time. right now I'm just drained.. emotionally, mentally and physically. 

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