till min bror från en annan mor - grattis på 21 års dagen! min vapendragare. ord kan inte beskriva hur mycket jag saknar honom! ingenting är sig likt - kanske för att han inte bor 5 minuter ifrån mig längre. kanske för att jag inte bor i new york längre.. kanske för att jag saknar allt och alla så mycket att jag gråter varje natt. 

livet är verkligen på paus just nu. jag vet inte hur jag ska ta mig tillbaka till att verkligen leva - så som jag gjorde i new york. jag försöker men jag vet inte hur man gör längre..

mina kusiner landade i LA idag. på fredag ska vi ses så helt åt helvete är det ju inte..

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to my brother from another mother - happy 21st! my partner in crime! words can't describe how much I miss him. nothing is the same anymore. maybe because he doesn't live 5 minutes away anymore, maybe because I'm not in new york anymore.. maybe because I miss everybody and everything that bad it makes me cry every night..

my life is just on hold right now and I don't know how to get back and start living again. not like I did in new york. I try every single day but I just don't seem to get there..

my cousins came to LA today and I'm seeing them on friday, so everything is not all bad!

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