mikkan har nu åkt. känns alldeles dött i min lägenhet. det är ju bara jag här liksom. det var svårt att säga hejdå idag. jag grät, som vanligt. oavsett hur många hejdån jag sagt på sistone, så blir det inte lättare när man väl måste säga hejdå igen. 

nu har hon åkt i alla fall och jag får leva med det. vi lovade varandra att det inte skulle dröja lika länge tills vi ses igen. och hon ska snart hem till svea. hon ska få kramas med min mamma och min bror. 

jag har fortfarande en hel del att se fram emot i september. caro kommer nu i helgen, och sen kommer deena. september kommer bli bra. väldigt bra! försöker blicka framåt för att  hålla mig själv flytande. i oktober är det halloween och i november är det thanksgiving och sen i december är det jul och nyår. förhoppningsvis får jag lite mer besök under dessa månader - god knows I need it! 

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mikaela is on her way home now. my apartment is all empty now. it's just me here. it was hard to say goodbye. I cried, as usual. no matter how many goodbyes I have had lately, it never gets easier. 

she's on her way now and there's nothing I can do about it - I just have to live with it. she'll be back home in sweden soon and she'll get to hug my mom and my brother from me. 

I still have a lot of good things to look forward to in september. caro is coming this weekend and then deena is coming. in october there's halloween and in november is thanksgiving. december is of course christmas and new years. I need to look forward to keep myself on track. I wish I had more visitors - god knows I need it!

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