tiden går fort när man har roligt sägs det ju. imorgon är det exakt 2 månader sedan jag landade i LA. 2 månader sedan jag senast fick gosa med d. 2 månader sedan jag såg mina vänner. galet!

när jag flyttade hit så fick jag en tidning om de bästa uteställena i LA. barer så väl som restauranger. för bara någon dag sen började jag faktiskt bläddra igenom den och hittade drygt 24 restauranger här i west LA. jag och mina vänner bestämde att det ska bli vårt mål - att ta oss igenom samtliga. dyr hobby men bra hobby. snart är det helg och dags att ta sig an restaurang nr 1 på listan. yay!

//

the time flies when you are having fun. at least that's what everybody says. tomorrow is 2 months since I came to LA. 2 months since I got to snuggle with d. 2 months since I last saw my friends. crazy!!

when I moved out here I got a magazine that listed all the best places here in LA. bars as well as restaurants. just a couple of days ago I decided to look through it and found a list of 24 restaurants around here in west LA. me and my friends decided we should make it our goal to try them all. expensive but great! can't wait for the weekend to come so we can start with the first restaurant! yay!

I miss you so much I'm going crazy. nothing is the same without you. nothing. I miss holding your hand. I miss watching the sunrise with you. I miss laying next to you in bed and your kisses on my neck. I miss just looking into your eyes. god, you are awesome. no matter what anybody else says, I will always know how amazing you are - and how you make me feel. ♥

my love's to big for you, my love. ♥

 my legs are still shaking from my morning visit to the top. 

happy friday! ♥

before I moved from my beloved new york, I got to see joshua radin live. before every preformance he would say a little something about the song that was comming. right before he played this song he said "have you ever felt like you met the right person but it was simply at a wrong time..?" and I believe you are my right person - I just met you at the wrong time. 

some days I wish I never met you - that would have made everything so much easier. but I did meet you - and I will never regret that.. just the fact that I didn't meet you sooner. god, I miss you.. every day, with every heartbeat.. ♥

Cause when the sun sets baby, on the avenue
I get that drunk sex feeling, yeah, when I'm with you
so put your arms around me baby..

I wish I didn't miss you so much it hurts

ibland är det svårt att komma på en bra rubrik och ibland är det näst intill omöjligt att välja en av alla som kommer upp i huvudet i skrivandets stund.

14 månader sedan jag vandrade på svensk mark. känns helt skumt. känns som om usa och jag alltid har hängt ihop. vi har det bra än så länge. inga storartade planer på att komma hem till kära svea, än så länge. 

jag fick en massa bra nyheter från new york idag, från mina fina vänner där borta som följer sina hjärtan och beger sig mot nya äventyr. och justja.. santa ana vinden blåser genom LA just nu. det är galet varmt ute och luften känns annorlunda - obeskrivlig. en mystisk känsla och även fast jag inte riktigt kan beskriva den, är den otrolig. luften är mer laddad på något sätt. "There was a desert wind blowing that night. It was one of those hot dry Santa Anas that come down through the mountain passes and curl your hair and make your nerves jump and your skin itch."- Raymond Chandler.

kom just hem. är helt utslagen i soffan och har ätit världens bästa glass till middag ikväll. lång dag, men bra dag.

//

sometimes I struggle with finding a good headline for each post. other times, I can't just pick one.

14 months since I came to the land of the free. feels weird. feels like me and the us and a always had our thing. and so far, our thing - whatever it may be, is pretty damn good. and so far, I have no plans of going back home. 

got a lot of good news from my friends in new york, who follow their hearts and will soon be on their way towards new adventures. oh, and.. the santa ana winds are blowing through LA right now. it is so hot outside and the air feels so different. I can't describe it and even though it feels weird, it still feels very good. "There was a desert wind blowing that night. It was one of those hot dry Santa Anas that come down through the mountain passes and curl your hair and make your nerves jump and your skin itch." - Raymond Chandler.

just got home. I'm all exhausted, laying on the couch and I just had ice cream perfection for dinner! long day but good day!