när jag bodde i new york så fick jag den värsta nyhet man kan motta. jag fick veta att en av mina vänner hade omkommit i en bilolycka under hans semester i thailand. jag minns exakt hur allt bara stannade och på något sätt gick i slow motion. i alla fall för någon minut. och sen kom tårarna - sen förstod jag vad som hade hänt och att jag aldrig skulle få se daniel igen. 

det har nu gått ganska precis ett år och en månad sen jag fick veta. 

och nu ikväll fick jag veta att en av mina närmaste vänner här, var med om en bilolycka igår. han ligger på sjukhus med en bruten käke och brutet nyckelben. det är allt jag vet för närvarande. imorgon ska jag försöka få reda på vilket sjukhus han ligger på - och se om jag kan besöka honom. 

ord kan inte beskriva känslor och tankar som bara överöser en när såna här saker händer. plötsligt inser man att livet är så jävla skört. att man inte är odödlig, även om man ibland tror det. 

jag önskar att jag fick krama mamma ikväll. jag hade behövt det just nu.

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about a year ago, while I was still living in new york, I recieved the worst possible news. a friend of mine was killed in a car accident during his vacation in thailand. I remember how everything around me just stopped - or it was in slow motion. then I sort of realized what had happened and then the tears came. but none of my tears would ever bring him back and I couldn't believe I would never get to see him again.

that was a year ago. tonight I found out that one of my closest friends here in LA was in a car accident. he is in the hospital right now with a broken jaw and a broken collarbone. that's all I know for now. tomorrow I will try to find out which hospital he is at so I can go and visit him.

words can't even describe the thoughts and feelings that one feels in a time like this. you suddenly realize how precious life is - and how you are not immortal. I wish my mom was here now so I could hug her. that's what I would need right now.

 

A-K

19 december 2012 00:02

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