words can't express how much I love this man. I love him more than I've ever loved anybody in that way. and I know he is the one for me. I know because I feel it in my body, mind and soul. he makes my heart sing and dance. he makes my world spin. this amazing man.. words will never be good enough to describe him.

we have a rocky road ahead of us. I wish it would be easy but.. it's gonna be quite the opposite. it's gonna be rocky as hell. but we have to stay strong and carry on. have faith and know that we will make it through. we have to - because if I don't have him, I don't know what I have. 

last night when I was at his place, he asked me to go to the kitchen and get us some drinks. as I was standing at the counter, he walked up behind me and lowered the keys in front of me. he said "I had these made for you today!" and I couldn't do anything but smile. I can't wait for the day when me and him are able to start a life together. can't wait to have a place of our own where we will make amazing memories and where we'll start the amazing journey towards a lifetime of love and happiness together. I can't wait! 

except for having an amazing man in my life, everything is kinda messy right now. just signed up for some classes at UCLA, and I am excited but at the same time, I have no idea where in my oh so busy life I will have time to do these classes. and also.. family is coming in just 16 days! 16!! can't wait! can't believe my mom and my brother are gonna be here. I haven't seen them in more than a year! it's gonna be so amazing to be with them again! ♥