har varit paranoid när jag inte fick tag i varken mor eller bror, när jag inte fick svar på mail eller sms för den delen heller. jag ville gråta så många gånger om men försökte att tänka på annat och istället be till gud att de mår bra. fick äntligen tag i dem. pga jobb och tidsskillnad har vi gått om varandra och tydligen har de inte fått något sms. hur som helst.. de mår bra och när jag fick se dem via skype så grät jag.. fast av lycka! och av lättnad att ingenting hade hänt! puuh! de är liksom allt jag har.. klart jag blir orolig! 

hur som helst.. idag har varit en bra dag! har dessutom kört bil idag! helt sinnessjukt! jag.. kör bil i new york! my god! nog för att köra här ute på long island inte ens kommer i närheten av att köra inne i nyc men ändå! galet! men kul!

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I have been panicking due to the fact that I couldn't get hold of my family and I kinda started to imagine the worst. I mean.. they are all I've got so it's not so wierd that I got worried when they didn't answer my e-mails or text's. but they have been working and apparently not recieved any text, and with the time difference, we have just been missing each other. but just now I got to skype with them and when I saw them I started crying. tears of joy and relief, of course! thank god they were ok! 

anyways.. today was a good day! and also I drove a car for the first time in like.. 3 weeks. so crazy! me, driving in new york city! not that the traffic here on long island is nearly as bad as the trafic in nyc but still.. so crazy! and yet so much fun! 

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